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Right now, I'm here facing the four walls. Stoned.
Alone in a little discussion room with just myself.
Half-dozing, half-aware of the subtle humming of the air-conditioner.
Let's face it. I'm in just no mood to do anything.
Spent the past hour reading blogs.
Browsing photos and admiring the colorful lives of others, wondering why mine's monochrome.

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The last thing I ever want is the end of holidays.
and it seems like it's less than 1 month left.
there's so much to do and so little time.
Sometimes I feel like the four walls are closing in.
And seeing others graduating recently, I can't help feeling envy. When's my turn?
Luckily, recent events like birthdays, movies & dinners preserved some sanity.
Last weekend, with a group of friends, I watched Ice Age 3 in 3D. It was quite interesting to see the characters seemingly popped out of the screen dancing right before your eyes.
After the movie followed a hearty dinner at Cafe Cartel. Under the warm lights, we chatted, ate chicken and munched on crispy bread while the rain poured heavily outside.

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today marks the day that for the first time I gave a short talk to a group of 100+ people.
i agreed to give the talk simply because i want to overcome my fear and improve my public speaking. honestly, while i was preparing for the talk, i cursed myself for agreeing and moments before my turn to speak, i felt like my stomach was turning upside down. but i decided to feel the fear and do it anyway. so here i've done it and i'm proud of myself even though i m aware that i haven't improved much. at the very least, i took up the challenge.